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I miss you desperately.
There are so many things I wish I could share with you right now, and you would bring up so many things I had already told you or experienced, and I would feel so seen and protected inside our love.
The way you used to lean in close to the camera with a disappointed look on your face when my internet glitched and my video got blurry... The way we would sigh together, wishing so many things were different... The way I loved you and still love you, which feels like it will never fade... I miss all of it so much, and it feels so unfair that we don't have this anymore.
I hope everything is okay with you, I always hope that, that despite everything you can still laugh. And the sound of your laugh... I miss that, too. When I'd say things that were absurd, so absurd that you'd laugh and I'd feel like my whole soul was being hugged.
You told me we would stay in each other's lives until one of us stopped breathing... Well, maybe that's true for you in my heart, even if I can no longer hear from you or tell you things that matter to me.
I miss you in a way that hurts, and I know there's no way to ease this pain.
I miss you and I miss us...
"You take the man out of the city Not the city out the man"
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