Unsent text message to Ryan

I don't know if I'd want a relationship with you, but I wouldn't mind feeling you twitch inside me 😘 I bet you really could rock me like a hurricane lol 😉

thank you for clarifying everything today- i hope you know i believe you. none of these people online matter. just you do.

and thank you for apologizing about dancing. that meant a lot. i wish you would take me more seriously when i say i know your feelings.

i miss you already.

With love.

I wish we could watch another movie or just talk on the phone. I've been missing you so much. Heartbreak really does take a toll on the body

Something in the way you talk

makes every warning rise,

you paint your lies in pretty words

and hide them in your eyes…

Hi there, I just can’t stop thinking about you, even now. I know you’re this mix of cute, pretty and gorgeous, and you have a magnetic personality. I know you’re way smart, smarter than me possibly. I know you have great dress sense. And you’re just so switched on; you know what you like and what you don’t. You’re…

There’s a particular kind of loneliness in loving someone who has no idea they’re loved. I carry these feelings around like a secret with nowhere to go. You don’t know how much I look forward to seeing you, how your presence can change my entire day, or how your absence stays with me long after you’ve left. You don’t…