Unsent text message to Christina

thank you for clarifying everything today- i hope you know i believe you. none of these people online matter. just you do.

and thank you for apologizing about dancing. that meant a lot. i wish you would take me more seriously when i say i know your feelings.

i miss you already.

With love.

I wish we could watch another movie or just talk on the phone. I've been missing you so much. Heartbreak really does take a toll on the body

Something in the way you talk

makes every warning rise,

you paint your lies in pretty words

and hide them in your eyes…

Hi there, I just can’t stop thinking about you, even now. I know you’re this mix of cute, pretty and gorgeous, and you have a magnetic personality. I know you’re way smart, smarter than me possibly. I know you have great dress sense. And you’re just so switched on; you know what you like and what you don’t. You’re…

There’s a particular kind of loneliness in loving someone who has no idea they’re loved. I carry these feelings around like a secret with nowhere to go. You don’t know how much I look forward to seeing you, how your presence can change my entire day, or how your absence stays with me long after you’ve left. You don’t…

You will never find me 😈