Unsent text message to Nancy

on my bus ride i currently think of how you've convinced yourself you're a genius and how i should get a restraining order in place. i'd be ashamed if you were my older brother, imagine manipulating your own twin because i found out you're a loser stalking me? you thought i was in love with him? at any point? sad. i…

Summer’s gone and it’s getting cold again. Are you doing ok? I know how much you need your warm sunny days. I always felt better in the fall myself. I pine for cooler weather. Not this time around however. It sounds corny and poetic, but the changing season makes the change of us parting ways feel real. I’ve been…

Just wanted to say thank you for all the effort you put in, especially on that special day. I also wanted to say sorry about my reaction. It wasn’t directed toward you specifically; it was toward the delivery person. I’ll explain everything in depth the next time I see you. (Opposite T)👀

Xx.😘

Of all thw things i have said about you, of all the awful things, really. I can at least say you weren't fat. You were basically everything else i can think of but the minute i told you that I wasn't going to sit here and watch you gain 100 pounds and that i would definitely leave you if you got over 145, which was…

I got maybe a decent 10 years left. Are you really gonna **** around my entire life, because it never mattered to you. I hope one day you can see and feel and know to the depths of your soul, how ******* wrong you've been. So you're either in or your out. I'm done with this middle ing ****.

We loved in the quiet, where no one could see, two hearts holding tightly to what could not be. We grieve not the ending, but all that might’ve been—the life left unwritten, the places we’d been. And though we must part with a love still alive, somewhere in our hearts, we’ll never say goodbye.