Unsent text message to James

Of all thw things i have said about you, of all the awful things, really. I can at least say you weren't fat. You were basically everything else i can think of but the minute i told you that I wasn't going to sit here and watch you gain 100 pounds and that i would definitely leave you if you got over 145, which was…

I got maybe a decent 10 years left. Are you really gonna **** around my entire life, because it never mattered to you. I hope one day you can see and feel and know to the depths of your soul, how ******* wrong you've been. So you're either in or your out. I'm done with this middle ing ****.

We loved in the quiet, where no one could see, two hearts holding tightly to what could not be. We grieve not the ending, but all that might’ve been—the life left unwritten, the places we’d been. And though we must part with a love still alive, somewhere in our hearts, we’ll never say goodbye.

It's not that I can't move on. I can and I will. I will go out with other people, I will kiss other people and I will make memories with other people. I just wanted to do all these stuff with you. I still want and hope it's gonna be me and you in the end. No matter what you said. I know you like to be dramatic. And I…

I remember i rold you, don't **** me around? I said that exact line to you when you would disappear every weekend.. remember i said constantly accusing someone who isn't cheating will eventually make them not care anymore? And well look whay happened. ....

Why did you deleted Post #1? Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you admit it?