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I wasn’t sure if I should let you know or not, it seems like you want nothing to do with me. I got my dream job, the one we always talked about… the one at the same location as you. I haven’t run into you yet but I’m terrified to… it’s funny bc when I was unstable after our breakup I wanted nothing but to see you and now that I’m on new meds and stable I’m terrified to see you. I know it’s gonna happen because they have me working in the same areas I know you work at, and I know it’s a huge company but I know it’s just a matter of time before we run into eachother. Part of me hopes it happens and that’s the reconnection we need to get back together, part of me is terrified you’re gonna see me and ignore me. I still want you back but I’m trying to focus on myself, be a better version of myself and focus on what makes me happy. And this job makes me so happy I worked so hard to get here and it’s all I wanted. For the first time in a long time I’m excited to go into work. I wish I was sharing it with you… I’m happy at work but so on edge that you may be around. I wish we were on good terms. I still love you more than anything Cake.
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