Unsent text message to Zoe

All lies.

I told myself a million lies.

OMFG.

You didn’t lie…

I saw your new profile today. For a moment it made me happy you achieved a goal, then I remembered how obsessed you were with holding power like that. Your reasoning, your logic and your obsession with zero compassion for human. I admire passion, but sir you became drunk with the idea of power.

And in a second, reality…

Dude I no you want absolutely nothing to do with me and I understand but I really think I need to clear the air on a couple things that I believe u think happened that didn’t and I have confess a couple things….. I miss tf outa yo….. I’ve moved on but miss the friendship…… I don’t wanna leave it where we did but I…

When someone tries to make you feel like you’re not worthy of them, remember: it often says more about what they’re capable of giving than it does about your worth. You are so much more than the way that person perceives you. Never let someone’s inability to recognize your value make you question it. ❤️

It’s been almost 8 weeks since you left.. I miss you so much. I miss seeing you, hearing your voice, and just being around you. I’m sure you don’t feel the same, it’s ok. I’ve always liked people way more than they like me. I still fantasize about you.. I thought for sure that would stop.. you know, outta sight, outta…

My love you is still expanses, it’s nothing that I will communicate to you. My energy still searches for yours. Still in awe of you. You are special in so many ways. Thank you for the love that you gave me and your attention. It amazes how many people out there just care about themselves or even want to learn about…