Unsent text message to Adam

Since the day we met.. When we locked eyes It’s been you.

When I was alone and scared in the hospital, I closed my eyes and saw yours, it was the only thing that made me feel safe. I was thinking about you when I was in and out of consciousness, when I was getting blood transfusions Relearning how to walk and talk…

dreaming of you

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desperate to fall back asleep

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Emma je te souhaite le meilleur mais tu m’a fait énormément de mal je ne souhaite plus avoir quoi que ce soit avec toi niveau relationnel je t es vraiment beaucoup aimé mais tu m’a beaucoup trop blessé et manquer de respect je me suis fait trop marcher dessus les tromperie les mensonge ça suffit tu a eu ta chance tu a…

I saw you yesterday, you saw me and you chose not to acknowledge me at all. Like I didn't exist to you. Now I can understand not communicating because that would make it hard for you but to completely act like I didn't exist to you at all. Now that just ******* hurts. We were friends. At least I thought we were. Well…

To the girl who always draw the line I hope that someday you’ll understand how it feels and how the scenarios keep running thru someone’s head 💫 🔯

—- nnaa nonbala 💫🎯⏳🐍

do you think you have such a God complex about the whole situation because you’re avoiding that you were actually just an incredibly terrible human being? like actually horrible?

either way I’ve been suffering from the chaos you left behind, please just let me suffer in silence so I can heal.

you have a sickness you…