Unsent text message to Tyler

I would break the promise I made to talk to you but I think you might have heard me when I said it. I mean not that it really matters because a promise is a promise. so now if I break it then ill look like a liar and not even be able to explain myself to you about everything or maybe you didn't hear me at all and im…

I see you less often now . And I hope that means that you’re doing okay. I miss talking to you . And I can see you have moved on with life and I’m of no consequence to you . But I pray for you everyday. So when the porch light goes on tonight and you go to bed . I just hope you know your cared about even from a…

You were a distraction. A means to cope. This sounds harsh, but the truth is harsh more than it isn’t. Look, I’m really sorry but please stop acting like it was more. Like I wanted more like I care more. Unfortunately, a crush is just that. Nothing more, nothing less. Stop using me to boost your fragile ego.

You’re…

It’s funny how we cry the blues and point out the supposed wrong some else did and what not when we are doing the same behavior but with different twist.. momma use to say the dog with the loudest bark has something to hide

I really would wait for you.

in a way I've already planned to.

I made a promise to myself that I'd find you when I'm older.

if in five years you haven't returned, I will…

I wish I could be like you and disassociate or compartmentalize or whatever the **** you do to detach from your emotions. It really must be nice to have that relief of thinking about people no longer in your life who used to mean something to you and feel nothing at all.

Was it that easy? To just move on from it and…