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You were a distraction. A means to cope. This sounds harsh, but the truth is harsh more than it isn’t. Look, I’m really sorry but please stop acting like it was more. Like I wanted more like I care more. Unfortunately, a crush is just that. Nothing more, nothing less. Stop using me to boost your fragile ego.
You’re making it hard to even remain a ****** fantasy to me. lol. Please stop before I’m completely disgusted.
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I really would wait for you.
in a way I've already planned to.
I made a promise to myself that I'd find you when I'm older.
if in five years you haven't returned, I will…
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I wish I could be like you and disassociate or compartmentalize or whatever the **** you do to detach from your emotions. It really must be nice to have that relief of thinking about people no longer in your life who used to mean something to you and feel nothing at all.
Was it that easy? To just move on from it and…
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kinda dead inside without you rn
feels crazy, it is crazy.
feelings for you are complicated
perception of you rife with confusion…
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except i miss your stupid ears you stupid ****
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We spent years together, you spend months cheating while I was struggling with my health problems. You knew today was one of if not the last time we would see each other before I move away, you told me you wanted to write a letter to me. I didn’t know what to expect, a goodbye, a sorry and you’d take responsibility…
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since we've discussed me being trapped in a box, if you're going to keep me in there, can it at least be love-shaped?
With heart.
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