Unsent text message to Heather

Ahhhh. I thought so. Was listening to an app and this word popped up which made me think of you. My little want to be me. All because I got pregnant and I didn't come to you first? Well played. But I never did that.

I welcomed you into my home and my life but I had an unplanned blessing. That is above anyone and what…

Some people will never apologize because they genuinely regret hurting you. They’ll apologize because they got caught, because the truth came to light, or because they can no longer control the story. There’s a big difference between being sorry for what you did and being upset that someone finally discovered who you…

I want to see you today I am getting to love holding you and your attention. I want to sleepover and make you smile and laugh in small ways that you can’t forget.

Believe in fate. I do I also believe as humans its our natural instincts to follow the flow never explore beyond. Unless you desperately want to and even then there is typically lasting consequences. My entire life I've been watching events before they happen and thought to myself I have no control over that. Not so…

I know it’s your lunch hour rn, I’d usually be asking you what you’re having. It was always a bagel hah. I miss you like crazy haven’t stopped thinking about you. Hope you’re okay, remember to eat dinner after the gym.

Miss you G.

I tried to shut up everything that was in my head and I just couldn't.