Unsent text message to Charles

I tried to shut up everything that was in my head and I just couldn't.

I still think of you, in fact everyday, even knowing that things between us are impossible. Sometimes, I feel the urge to reach out, just to say hi, as if a simple hello could somehow bridge the distance between us. But then, it feels like the universe always finds a way to remind me not to. Maybe some things are…

how on earth could you possibly justify not letting your son raise his own children?

o wait maybe they didn't tell u. sorry pops

I hate what you've done to me

I laid boundary down at the very beginning

I only asked u don't lie to me

U said u no u promised u never would…

Did you care about me?

Did you care about my favorite songs?

Did you care about my well-being?

Did you care about my happiness…

You left me, we both know the reasons you gave where a lie. I cowardly cop out so that you could get out and not have any questions asked. You made me feel so much guilt over your mental health and how you needed time and space for it, but friends have seen you on dating apps, told me about your updated pictures. I…