Unsent text message to Jackson

hope you have a good one. get some pumpkin pie. miss you lol.

JUST STOP AND REACH OUT IM SORRY.

it’s about time for this raven to fly away.

peacefully.

You have made it clear I’m nothing special I’m one of the many fighting for your attention I have never been truly seen as someone who is extraordinary or exquisite I’m average if that so why waste your time and energy because I will treat you like a king even though I’m just a placeholder

I thought we were soul tied Destined for a lifetime Always with you Always with you You looked at me love blind Swore you saw your whole life Always with me Always with me We said that we would be the ones they talk about when they think of love should've been us losing you don't feel right if we're really soul…

I dont want to burden you directly by reaching out. I miss you very bad lately. I feel very mixed up and confused. Every single way I turn, I keep seeing you in the details. Today I watched the sunset and imagined you were looking at the same thing.

Youre on my mind a lot. I spend a lot of time feeling confused. In any…