Unsent text message to Laura

I know it’s been a while since we talked, and I know our last conversation wasn’t how either of us wanted it to go. I just really wanted to say I'm sorry. This summer I got myself into therapy, and it helped me realize that I pushed you away by letting my own insecurities project into the relationship. You did your…

From the time Ive seperate from you I've had two dreams with you.... In both you've asked to keep loving you.... In one I said yes but it felt so... Weird, I kept asking why I said yes when I woke up... ik we talked about having dreams of the other one but... I had another dream, I saw you and I tried to walk away but…

I know you said to reach out. I won’t… you kinda take 5-7 business days to answer 🤣

Our love was not meant to be. It just happened. It will never be accepted and I will always grief what it could of been.

I am different than what you’re use to I am calm and kind and non judgmental. I am starting to wonder though if you told me you had feelings to be nice or to keep me in your life…I want to ask you this but I feel it’s too much. I want you to want me but I think you just want me to leave you alone…I wish you’d tell me…

I miss our conversations.

I simply miss the way you said my name and sharing how our day is going.

I truly hope that one day soon, we’ll talk again.