Unsent text message to Alyssa

I am different than what you’re use to I am calm and kind and non judgmental. I am starting to wonder though if you told me you had feelings to be nice or to keep me in your life…I want to ask you this but I feel it’s too much. I want you to want me but I think you just want me to leave you alone…I wish you’d tell me…

I miss our conversations.

I simply miss the way you said my name and sharing how our day is going.

I truly hope that one day soon, we’ll talk again.

Molly Molly, pumpkin eater, liar, cheater, ******** feeder. Talked real big, stood real tall, funny how there wasn’t much there at all. Molly Molly loved his games, changed his stories, changed his names. Changed the truth to fit the day, then acted shocked when I walked away. Molly thought he was quite clever. Bless…

I don’t miss you. I don’t want you back. I don’t even need you to be sorry.i just hope one day you finally understand what you did. I hope every lie you told becomes something you have to remember. I hope every person you use eventually sees you clearly. I hope you spend years looking for the kind of love you threw…

Your Aphrodite

Make me

Your one and only

But don't make me…

Sometimes I feel like 💩 there’s things I want to do. I want to cater I want to spoil I want to help. I can’t you won’t let me….I don’t say it much anymore because I don’t want tension or you feeling some kind of way. I did catch myself with what I said today. I know to you it probably didn’t hit some kinda way but I…