Unsent text message to Eli

Hi

The community thinks they’re smuggling grease over by Brett’s place… lol the strangler must be a foot.

I love you, I miss you, and I think of you often. Sometimes you pop into my head just being a bup and it makes really sad at first, then I get angry, and then I remind myself that’s it’s actually better for both of…

ever since they got rid of the stuffed chicken marsala, I haven’t been back. If I go to Olive Garden, I want a ******* heart attack with my endless salad and breadsticks.

Pasta Cafe?

How can you discard me on Friday to drive four hours to another state to be with a woman you never met in person. Never mind the fact that you just got out of rehab and have only been out one week when you left. Never mind the fact that you met her on a dating app in rehab. Never mind the fact that your idea of…

I knew right there in that little coffee shop that you were worth loving before my cup was even empty. I didn’t ever need to be convinced of worth. I never imagined that day after your trip would be the last you were in my life. You were more than my best friend. I loved you. I truly never meant to, but I hurt you…

But that doesn't mean I don't absolutely adore you.

That doesn't mean I don't treasure every moment with you.

That doesn't mean we can't have something beautiful.

It doesn't mean that I don't love you…

I can’t help but think about you while I watch.