Unsent text message to Matthew

I LOVE metaphors. And today I thought of one that was sooo fitting.

We used to walk everywhere together, hand in hand. I’d pull you when I was feeling confident and you’d pull me when you were feeling insecure.

Usually though, almost always, you were feeling insecure. So you would pull my hand/arm in your direction to…

Oh, I see you moved on very quick there. Yah Im still processing everything here. I wouldn't jump in with the first person that would have me to prove to myself someone still wants me. You know i cried my ******* eyes out when me and C broke up. I loved her but the mental instability was just too much. I didn't shed a…

I told you I'm not annotating or describing anything to you. Ask and you shall receive. Ask and you'll find me. You want to cut corners, but you can't play the hare. This is a race for a tortoise, and I can tell you're already ready to be there. I'm a chapter book, not a magazine, you can't just look at me. You need…

Really.

Please ask your dad why minihippos keep coming up on my social media feed. Have you been a good witch or a bad witch?

Are we doomed to keep repeating the same patterns without ever finding a way to reach satisfaction? What pattern are you stuck in lover boy?

Always yours love, 💋

That's it, what the title says. It sucks, but it is what it is.

I know this will pass, but I do miss you.