Unsent text message to Robert

That's it, what the title says. It sucks, but it is what it is.

I know this will pass, but I do miss you.

Forget the physical sensation of my skin touching yours. The electrical current that becomes static once our beings become one. A single touch turns my consciousness into an energy source that can only exist when the body has been conditioned by its internal state to produce the same energy as yours. Alignment but…

Life just moves on despite whatever issues youre facing. So, let take that motion and ******* go. If the world is content leaving me behind then ill go it alone. With sadness in my heart, I will go on. Ill keep my love a secret from you so I dont scare you away. And I will keep doing my best to improve. Nothing really…

You can't make someone walk their path. I know I can't trust them again unless they choose to walk it themselves.

I did what they asked. I did the therapy. I gave every penny I had until I was homeless. Looking back, I now see it. I see how the goal was to manipulate me. To use my loyalty and devotion against me. To…

i'm NVR gonna forget you

It trips me out how accurate Gnostic views are in so many of the moments neither of us could explain. Countless things I would say without knowing where they came from or why I was saying them, yet somehow knew them to be factual. The manner in which we existed. Everything. It's a shame the flesh took control.