Unsent text message to Jacob

Heres the deal... Since I cant talk to you and youre running around saying bad things about me judging by the number Ive seen thrown around quite a lot. Just like that situation and the one we are dealing with currently, do not take my words on here as gospel. Things may not be as they seem. Im doing the best I can…

Why would I stay if you act uninterested? You've got the ball and you're letting it roll.

Stretch me properly, pull the fabric thin. I promise I have more to give. Let me be your art, paint me in all your favorite colors. Slowly stroke my canvas, and turn my red into yellow.

Is that even possible?

this is me letting go of you forever. good luck quest for happiness. i know you’re not happy with him, but all you had to do was….

Well, to find out, you'll have to meet me at the table tennis table near the water tower. Saturday. 11am. Like our first time there. I'll buy you a cheese toastie. See you then, date lady.

I miss you everyday.