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I love you. But I understand our condition. I understand why we are far apart. We are like fire and ice. I made mistakes, and you made mistakes. Many of which we may deem is unforgivable. That is hard to get out. I desperately wished that you could understand me. Put yourself in my shoes as I had done for you several times. But I don’t think you have the capacity for that. I don’t know if it’s because of our age, or your lack of experience. I don’t know what hurts more. Knowing that we will never be the same or the fact that you immediately ran to the arms of tons of women on social media. I already know what that is. It’s your attempt to feel avoid. Your number isn’t blocked. I wish you would talk to me, but then another part of me wishes you don’t. I don’t know whether I can expect kindness or drunken words of hatred towards me.
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