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You felt wholesome, you are what I needed to do better, and be better, you were changing my perspective in a positive way, you being you gave me a little hope.
Was that really you though, sometimes I just don’t know.
Today I’m going to write down on paper the real response to that last long txt you sent. Re-reading it hurts, especially when you said, it’s just you, like who I am is an issue.
You said you don’t want to date a twin version of yourself but you actually do. So I’m writing this response for myself and you will only see it if you want to see me again, which will never happen again because you are moving on like I was just a cheap temu place holder that can be easily discarded.
You are different than the others because you made me realise that my flaws make me unlovable because that’s all I am in your mind, a flawed unworthy person. What you said has nothing to do with compatibility, what you said is “I just don’t want you at all” in a more cruel way. If you knew anything about compatibility you would see that we actually are.
You are different from the rest because you are the cruelest of them all.
Yet I am still in love with you 💔
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