Unsent text message to Erin

I would give anything to spend the rest of my life with you. To watch you grow old by my side and love you through every year of it.

How lucky I would be to share the next thirty or forty years with you. To give you children and a place to call home. There would be no greater honour than to be your partner.

If I were…

Hey. Figured I would just text you instead of dreaming we're talking again. I literally wake up at 2am every night after dreaming we were either talking or together. It's crazy to me that most of whatever we had was just over the phone. But when we were actually together, 😮‍💨, I don't think I've ever felt that much…

Swear down ive fabricated such a hectic story

I lay down for the night and start to imagine you here with me, and I wonder if you ever do the same.

It was realistic. You asked me what the matter was and I said I was in my head all day, thinking. You asked “what were you thinking about” I couldn’t tell you in my dream, and I can’t tell you in reality, but I will tell you here.

I was thinking about you. I was distracted thinking about us and everything in between.

“I’ll be there if I can”

I hope so, please do.