Unsent text message to Zoe

D, you annoy the **** out of me sometimes. I'm trying to be friends with you, but you are SO defensive. Deal with your past already. You are way too old to have not proceseed this. Quit resisting counseling and GO before you lose the rest of your friends. Also, go **** yourself. The was no "slap in the face" comment…

To C

I miss you. I miss everything we had. Today is a not so good day. Its our anniversary. Every time i try and talk to you and send a text you're very vague. I sent the last text to you. You opened it and didnt reply. Y? I love you so much it hurts. Im so broken inside. You dont talk to me really anymore. I keep…

I desperately want to send this to you, so you can understand what you did to me. How much you hurt me. If you sat down and told me what was bothering you in the relationship, we could have worked it out. Instead all I got was "its not you its me, im damaged and can't explain it" Sir, you are a grown *** man. How…

My friend told me that you’d been contacting her and her ex, trying to check in, and that they were both wondering what the hell you wanted and why you kept bothering them. And honestly, I’m actually crying right now because I’m just so sorry. I’m so sorry that you go through this, too, whether it’s boredom…

Just to try and get under my skin its pretty pathetic tbh but you and your circle of pos people actually think its affecting me when in reality im perfectly fine and could give a **** less I only reached out to say i was sorry for my wrong doings and i asked how you've been because i genuinely hope your life is going…

reminded me that I've been hanging onto something i fabricated in my head. the feelings were never mutual. I thought that, maybe, there was an unspoken thing between us. That, maybe, at some point in the future it could be something. I thought you were communicating with me through music. Boy, am I dumb. I've been…