Unsent text message to Trevor

Will likely be you. Maybe u won’t think me so weak if I explain my reasoning..

I don’t know if u have really acknowledged that it’s because of me you are free from your night terrors and frequent anxiety and even though the pills the doctor that I encouraged you over and over again to go see, helped and that you…

Sitting here in bed eating mini muffins and you came to mind. You let me have all the snacks in bed. I miss that 🙃

every time i scroll past the pictures of you i have saved in my gallery, my breath leaves me like a punch in the gut.

i really miss you, dude. i want my friend back.

You once asked me "you would let me take you right now?" . At the time the answer was no. Since letting you go though, the answer is yes. I would take one night with you, breathlessly calling your name, than having to spend my life getting so close and never having you. I want the memory of just one night, of…

I m sorry you are hurting More so its my fault

I hope you can sleep and sweet dreams come.

You’re looking for me in another girl and im looking for a man thats nothing like you.