Unsent text message to Richard

You finally calmed down and just talked to me normally. Idk what happened today. Oh but then u just had to call? Why? I told u no calls. You just end up mad every time because u twist my words. U can't do that on text can u ? Lol.

Hey there, my lovely ghost, the one who haunts me in the wee hours.

When my eyes open, it feels as though the doors to my soul are calling out to you. I wonder about those myths that say when someone thinks of you, you think of them too. Perhaps this isn't insanity after all.

Maybe that's why my prescription isn't…

Someone to tell me I’m pretty. I kinda wish that someone could be you.

But I didn't do that and I'm not asking your easy *** to come over and destroy me either. Doors unlocked as always u *****. I'm drunk as **** rn and all I want is you to lay the fkn pipe but you a goddam ***

how's everything going? Whatcha been up to? Week two of classes all done and it feels like I started all over again lol. Driving home makes me think of you, I wish I'm on the way for one of our hangouts everytime I see the turn for your street. Feels weird that you're not there anymore.

I remember a while ago you told me you watched the movie Carrie. I still haven't watched it but I watched the new miniseries that's out. I enjoyed it. Its got some good quotes and soundtrack too. Its very good overall. Carrie has some pretty cute fits. I hope you enjoy it too. I think you will.

You really should focus…