Unsent text message to John

Even crueler than removing the physical ecstasy of feeling you deep inside.

Intentionally or not, u led me to believe that u were an independent thinker, like me. Ready and willing to explore the possibilities of the mind and existence. U dangled this possibility in front of me, like a sort of Holy grail; Something…

اُس کی اُلفت میں اداکاری ہے

I had never ending nightmares when I slept beside you. I had horrible dreams constantly I didn't have you just cheat once it happened thousands of times repeating in dreams constantly I couldn't ******* handle it. I did everything I could do to forgive you and what did you do you left me for my nightmare. I hope you…

I know you want to see me And quite honestly I will never fold first Have fun watching from your window for the rest of your life bb

I love you and I will always love you for the rest of my life....every single day for the rest of my life, but I will mourn your loss just as much as I love you....

Your demons are your own, and now they joined you in the grave. I tried to reach for you, you just never reached back.