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I wish we could start again, again. I wish we could both lay it all out, our expectations, the hurt we caused each other, take real accountability and just move forward. I miss my person. I’ve decided I don’t want anyone else. Yes, I’m lonely. But I’m not trying to fill any void, or with some random person, or “move on”. If I can’t be with you, I don’t want to be with anyone. I don’t believe you will do the same and that’s okay. I’ve accepted this for my life and my future. I can concentrate on relationships with friends and family, and nurture those as much as possible. Anything romantic is off the table, unless it’s with you. Trying to envision a future without you in it is so ******* bleak. And painful. That I’ll just carry this pain forever? It’s the only thing I have that reminds me that I love you and that it was in fact, real.
And that’s okay.
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