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I never really told you this straightforward, but I liked you. I probably still do, but I avoided it, pushed you away. The truth is I never intended for us to be anything more than friends. You're younger than me and I'm a single mom so I just immediately assumed that was not ever going to be a thing. Secondly, I also am embarrassed to have a crush on a younger guy.
I didn't actually want to ever cut contact with you, I always valued our time together. I've always respected and admired you as a person. I find you very interesting and fun to talk to. When we first started hanging out I was confused, I didn't know what was happening. The second time we reconnected I was more reserved than before, and we ended up losing contact yet again.
I know you deserve so much better than me. Just know that just because I pushed you away, doesn't mean I hold any less love and admiration for you. I simply feel like I'm not the right person to give you that. I know you'll achieve great things, keep shinning, you're doing great.
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