Unsent text message to Vanessa

I never told you but that song made cry I think I’ve always cared for you I hate how I always self sabotage Can I never leave your side ever again it will **** it if I did I don’t think I would be able to breathe I’ve honestly grown with you and it’s so scary and I cry a lot even thinking my life without you.

I’m trying hard not to go back to my black hole But I can’t stop thinking about all the harm I did to you after all you’ve done for me, I can’t sleep I barely eat I’ve realized it was me it’s my fault I’m so sorry beautiful, I wish I could just tell you this but I’m sure you don’t even want to hear from me. And I’ll…

I miss you so much I and I hate how we rely so much on social media especially me but you don’t even look at my stories on tt and I feel like im trying to much I miss you so much can you sing to me one more time tell me about your day how were your hours what did you eat your taking up my mind so much I am obsessed…

I literally dnt kno anything about freaking cheese or wtv and I sometimes feel dumb talking about ts and I send song that ig were like the other “team type and I feel stupid and I hope he doesn’t think im stupid I feel like im just going crazy without you and i miss when you recommend me song i literally js picked a…

How does it feel to meet your match? Lol. Keep going. No really keep going

I know you wouldn’t swallow your pride. But I’ll answer if you do.