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I can’t keep holding something that was never meant to be held especially not by me Maybe me caring for you wasn’t meant to happen . Maybe wrong time wrong moment For a little while things felt easier but now I can’t seem to forget you . I know I need to forget you . I’m sure you’ve forgotten other than being the annoying girl that you have no choice but to see frequently. I did try to fix that tried to hide more stay to myself. I think maybe I’m just projecting because I just want to be the one for once . Not just the right now or bc I was just there . I wanna wake up knowing that someone wants me and only me . But I have to face that can’t be you . Never could have been , but I wish I had met you sooner … I wish I could act normal around you but you make me nervous so I come off as crazy and overly invested in a person who didn’t want me in there life to start with .
That’s on me I guess, so I’ll play my part I’ll move through life . I’m sorry if I made it hard to be friends with me … I truly just wanted to be enough or to feel like I wasn’t still that little girl that just wanted people to care for her because she deserved that . But she’s an adult now and the world cold and Ai is gonna take us all out and I don’t see a silver lining right now but I’m trying .
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