Unsent text message to Samantha

The weirdest part that i dont want to let u go cuz even this pain am feeling is comforting me and making me feel u are alive.

I even love the pain u make me feel

I dreamt about you. You forgave me for the pain I caused you and allowed me to treat you softly and gently again, my sweet boy. We shared a bed again. Yet when I awoke in real life, I was alone. I’m crying again for the first time since we last spoke. Some moments I think I’m fine, I’m content with being single. I…

🎶And you're in love🎶

🎶Love with meeeEEEEeEeEeEeEe🎶

A- There was no closure from you. I know we can’t be together. I’m pretty sure you hate me. I was serious when I said I can’t do long distance and I’ve got to work on myself right now. But I’m just hurting so much and I’m sure you are as well. A playlist is not enough, I wanted us to end on good terms. I’m sorry I was…

I want to send a letter And tell you what I see I like sunsets and I want to show you something from my eyes…. Can I add a little drawing too

It’s been like 5 months and I still think about you. It comes in waves. I adored you so incredibly much. Talking to you made my day, your sweet good morning texts. I’m not sure where things went wrong. You stopped showing interest, you would go a weekend without even checking in and you were the one who initiated…