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I love you but i cant do this anymore. You have sucked up every ounce of feeling I had left in me after countless traumas and pains in my past. I really gave you everything more than I have given anyone before. And its a shame because you didnt even want it.
I will be dying inside for years because I love you and you couldnt give a single **** about me. I know you only came back because you felt bad for how you treated me. Wanted to apologize to me and you didnt even really do that you just explained why you left. Everything you gave me was lies and I should have seen through them but I trusted you. I gave you a million chances when anyone else would have walked away.
I swear you probably laugh reading all the poems and love letters I wrote you. All the ideas and drawings and videos. Laugh at how pathetic I am. Well good for you. Hope that brought you joy in a way my love couldnt.
First it was that you were "avoidant" then "busy" then "stressed". ***** ive been all those things and still cared enough to let you know what I was doing or where I was going. But you dont care. You only care what I could give you and when i stopped giving so much you left.
I accepted who you were. What you believed in. You couldnt do the same. You couldnt see past it. You thought someone who was supporting you entirely and expected nothing in return was bringing you down causing you to sin. **** that.
Goodluck. I dont hate you. I hate that I fell in love with you. I hate that I will never get to tell you the whole truth.
**** you. I love you.
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