Unsent text message to Alexis

The day we met for the first time. Why? What’s the significance?! You’re making me mad!

Does it count as emotional abuse if you are made to feel uncomfortable and unimportant and belittled? Does it count as emotional abuse when they mess up your friendships and your kids friendships? I feel guilty for leaving but guilty for staying and I’m not sure how things will get any better.

Ya Kept poking the bear!

u don’t like the bears fierce reaction.

Despite many warnings u could have left the bear alone.

But no & now ur scared…

I’m lonely. Sure I have plenty of friends and family that love me. I could probably send out a few texts right now and find someone to hang out with tonight. I have plans to hang out with a friend tomorrow: But it’s not that type of lonely…..

I needed to give u that kissy not even a fraction of what I wanted to do with u would be in my bed next to h right now if i had my way

Us rolling together around in ecstasy and

Our passion is igniting tingling only getting stronger more intense I am yours you are mine

Our ****** chemistry always off the charts

We drifted apart.

With all the memories.

Just like a boat disappearing in the middle of the sea.

Strangely…