Unsent text message to Hailey

Hey gurl…. It makes me feel better when we have our short chats. You make me feel alive again. Thank you hun!

At this point, I don’t care who reaches out first. It feels good to me thats what matters most.

My body still remembers everything even from 3 years ago…I wish it would stop…I need a distraction it’s suppose to be my birthday again soon. You’re long gone but it still remembers everything even now…I hope I can do something to stop it from feeling this way.

You literally take forever to answer anything. Lol I’m very impatient. I’m anxious and excited to speak to you, but I feel I have to hold back. You answered once a couple days ago, frickin finally!! lol

I’ve missed you a lot and I’ve hated not having you in my life. I got tired of the control and anxiety keeping you…

Can i?… fall asleep in your arms? I ****** miss you…

But it feels like our energies are no longer connected… 😪

You literally take forever to answer anything. Lol I’m very impatient. I’m anxious and excited to speak to you, but I feel I have to hold back. You answered once a couple days ago, frickin finally!! lol

I’ve missed you a lot and I’ve hated not having you in my life. I got tired of the control and anxiety keeping you…

thanks for blocking me (again, presumably) instead of just saying something about... literally anything. yes, it bothered me. but you don't seem to realize how easy it would have been to fix whatever i said, did, didn't say, or didn't do that bothered you. and that's why you will never ******* learn. i'm kindof…