Unsent text message to Brandon

thanks for blocking me (again, presumably) instead of just saying something about... literally anything. yes, it bothered me. but you don't seem to realize how easy it would have been to fix whatever i said, did, didn't say, or didn't do that bothered you. and that's why you will never ******* learn. i'm kindof…

But I have to come as someone I'm proud to present..bedroom&all

You forced me Into meeting you in person. After we talked for weeks i tokd u I was still healing from the trauma I just experienced. You blocked me and made me see you or u would never speak to me. I was vulnerable , you took that and used it.

You than forced me into the relation after I said I know it’s not best for…

When you know you know. You feel right at home. I will always love you and it's safe with me. I was the first to hold you without hurting you. You are forever engrained in my heart and bones. You are my safe place. I’ve never been able to exhale until you. You held me as I cried tears of joy from being so safe…

All you have to do is break up with her and I'm yours. There'd be no more wondering who I'm with or who I'm talking to, because you'd always know the answer: you.

This game has gone on long enough. It doesn't seem like our interest in each other is going to just go away on its own. But you can't expect me to wait…

Seven months.

I keep thinking about how much time that actually is.

Seven months since I last had you in my life, and somehow I still have things I want to tell you.

You don’t know me anymore…