Brooke
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I read something today and it hit me pretty hard
Controlling yourself from reaching out to someone you deeply want to talk to is a different type of pain. It takes so much strength to stay distant when every part of you is screaming to break the silence. But what hurts even more is realising that they are doing just fine without talking to you, that they’re also choosing not to reach out.
And maybe that’s why it hit me so hard. Because I am trying so hard not to reach for you. I’m trying to teach myself that I can be around you without looking for something more, without hoping, without wondering if you feel any of this too.
I dunno, today this just really hurt…
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