Unsent text message to Charles

Is it that you can fill me full of your doubts and fears, demand that I never leave you. Then the second I am having a really bad time and just need someone to lean on you make fun of me and then end things because I didn't respond right away to your apology? Don't tell me you love me. It doesn't feel genuine anymore.

And just when I finally worked so hard to get where I am. F*** it...

Yes, you can have them all. Just not me. Have fun with your vain self intrest. Ill love someone else the way your not capable of.

You are so special and amazing. I miss my sweet smiling husband 😊 So handsome and good to me. You have always been more than enough. You are a dream come true and my whole world. I miss being affectionate and sending you kisses 😘 I have an infinite wellspring of love to pour into you. I want to spend life with you…

Go f*** yourself. Enjoy getting high. You made your choice. And I will not forgive you. You did this all to get your way. And like a fool I reacted just as you wanted me to. Well now those things are all you got. Not me. Ever. Again. F*** YOU

You dont get me back in the end... you made your choice.