Unsent text message to Jackson

You are so special and amazing. I miss my sweet smiling husband 😊 So handsome and good to me. You have always been more than enough. You are a dream come true and my whole world. I miss being affectionate and sending you kisses 😘 I have an infinite wellspring of love to pour into you. I want to spend life with you…

Go f*** yourself. Enjoy getting high. You made your choice. And I will not forgive you. You did this all to get your way. And like a fool I reacted just as you wanted me to. Well now those things are all you got. Not me. Ever. Again. F*** YOU

You dont get me back in the end... you made your choice.

To ask you why you stopped loving me. I know it doesn't matter.

Pui pui

(I love u)

Forever..

Hey J,

I’m writing this expecting nothing to come out of it tbh. I just miss you. I’m sitting here wishing things were different. Wishing we could get play Minecraft again, talk about random s***, wish we never f****** confessed, wishing we could just be what we were before Christmas. In my 30 years of life, I’ve never…