Unsent text message to Paige

I tire of this. Just don't come near me and I won't come near you from now on, no *** for tat whatever. I'm not interested and you're not interested. Let's just leave it at that. Doubt we see each other much anymore anyway.

Just keep a mild distance between me when I'm talking with others, so I don't have a bad time…

if you still think about me

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im coming to terms with the fact that our time together was not memorable for you or that i just wasnt good enough for you to not give up on and replace so easily. i rly wish u didnt yell at me on our last walk or let us talk it out after, i just wasnt able to process seeing u like that yet and with finals at the same…

If I ever got to look into your eyes again, I think I would just cry. I know the second I looked I’d finally feel home again. You’re my home. I’ve been out in the cold on my own too long.. I just want to go home one last time.

It's hurt that you are ignored by everyone, it's hurt even more that you are ignored by that one person who know that's your fear. You didn't ask for love, you didn't ask for solace just one thing one litte that " please i have been ignored my whole life by everyone. Can you please be the one person that won't ignore…

i officially got my first instate interview!! i'm so excited! more excited than you think hehe ;) but i'll tell you that tomorrow. i'm so happy to already have 3 interviews and we're only into the first week of October. Excited to see what else pops up over the next 2-3 months.

i hope you understood where i was coming…