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im coming to terms with the fact that our time together was not memorable for you or that i just wasnt good enough for you to not give up on and replace so easily. i rly wish u didnt yell at me on our last walk or let us talk it out after, i just wasnt able to process seeing u like that yet and with finals at the same time we were both stressed and i wasnt thinking right for a few days. i was struggling on my birthday but i been feeling better and my intentions with msging you on tt was to make sure u dont need support and let u know im feeling better but it wasnt clear, sorry. it feels like every time ive tried to reconnect and just genuinely talk to the old you i hold so dearly theres just major communication issues and misunderstanding in a way that confuses me. i miss you dearly, it couldve been us if i was better. you also said its been 4 years but its actually been 3.5 but i dont blame you. do you remember our technically anniversary? while i saw you and sought you out in august at the concert, we officially got together and rly devoted ourselves to each other on december 17. i think thats right but its getting fuzzy now which is for the better but still a lil sad. i still think ill love you until im old and grey but i just gotta live with it and use our sweet memories as motivation. sorry
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