Unsent text message to Isaac

As my memories and thoughts of you become less and less. A connection that was tethered to you that you weren’t ready for. Truth that you didn’t care to admit. But I was one with you just dear, I felt everything you felt behind close doors that you’d never admit. I made it to obvious, I shared to much.

It’s makes that…

I seriously hope you’re ready for the ********* that’s heading your way over the next couple of days. After your heartless and cruel betrayal and then further continual lies after I don’t owe you my loyalty anymore. If you didn’t want drama you shouldn’t have started it with your actions and your cruelty after…

Waiting for a call to say you're near. A sign or a wall. Ill keep fighting until i die.

Still nothing from the woman I love. As though she’s evaporated into thin air. No responses, no sign of any activity, nothing. I am worried beyond reason. My therapist tells me to pursue her, and I am trying. I’m now starting to seriously consider the worst. This is torture. I said I would never give up, my love, and…

It annoys me when you call me dude as if we were nothing :( Can you STOP doing that? I don’t care if I’m being dramatic and it’s just a nickname. I know I say bro so I’m a hypocrite but whatever. I’m a hypocrite and I’m dramatic but you should know that about me already. SO STOP! 🐼

I could feel that you know. You lightly bumping into me as we stood by the fire that night. While you talked to your friend on your left you swayed like there was music playing, bumping into me again and again and again. Not hard but enough a normal person would say “ohh sorry”. I know you were not drunk, I have seen…