Unsent text message to Natalie

You showed me this movie, and tonight was the first time I realized it had the date we met in it. Maybe that’s the universe’s way of telling me you’re still here. Maybe it’s me finding any inkling that you still exist in my world.

Either way. I’ll take reminiscing over trying to break away from the emotion. I miss…

Magic 8 ball told me what happens next.

You’re going to do the same thing you always do. You’re trying to get my hopes up so you can dash them and enjoy my heartache and humiliation on my birthday when I realize you’ve done it AGAIN. 👿

Nope. I’m going to have a nice day this year. 🥳

The End.

Y’all tormented me till i snapped,

Boohoo, idgaf about u.

About the lion of Judah ain’t nice like Jesus was.

Lmao…

I’ve seen behind the curtain,

I hate that I know everything,

Every move, every lie,

Every secret underneath…

A simple question. Please, I just need to know you’re okay. That’s all. I’m deafened by this silence.

Yes, I missed you but I refuse to go back to the same cycle of emotional and financial abuse we had over the years. I can love you in silence without breaking myself again.