Unsent text message to Emma

I miss our Monday mornings together

If you hate me and never want to give me closure for crossing a boundary and hurting you, I get it. I just want to apologize for how I handled our relationship.

I regret not facing my avoidance head-on to flesh my ambiguous feelings towards you with my therapist, because I didn’t feel “the spark”.

I regret taking my…

I’m done being your cash cow. Your Rent is a “YOU” problem not a “MY” problem. Been helping you financially over these years and you think you are entitled to it. Sorry Bud, that was a privilege I gave you not your entitlement.

Wish I could go to the aquarium with you one more time

I keep watering a dead rose,

hoping just a little more

and I’ll see it spark to life.

Knowing full well it’s dead…

Happy birthday I miss you