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I was never going to leave you. In any way. Including the one I promised you. You know my living conditions, and I have been trying to get help and do whatever I could to get to you with my new lease on life I got when I found you. I would never want anyone to think I would leave you like that. Eventually anyone who talked to me in more depth learnt about you. People before just said because I've got you there would be no more obstacles in my way, and I'd be good. Don't need help getting to you or anything. The feelings, and agony, and torture behind my circumstances were very real, and you have always been the only good thing in my life and keeping me going. But I was never going to leave you. I was doing everything I could to get to you as fast as possible. Because not only could I not take being apart from you as a couple, but also needed to get out of the toxic environment I am in. When you met me you saw. I couldn't take any more of this. So the exhaustion, the agony, and desperation were real. Just sometimes I didn't let people know straight away about the light of the end of the tunnel, so they would hear me out in the first place. Because I believe this is a matter that concerns human rights. I thought maybe someone could help me set up a gofundme, help with immigration, with my rights, help me find immediate safety, that could help us even meet in person for the first time. And that was the state the world and lack of any institutional or legal support left me in and the great harm it caused me. I am sorry if the way I approached that caused confusion and doubt. I did find my forever and only thing I want with you. I love you.
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