Unsent text message to Grace

Sometimes the scenario in my head gets a little too good. I’ll be completely innocent one minute, and then somehow my imagination has taken a very questionable turn. And the worst part? You make it far too easy. A look, a smile, standing a little too close… and suddenly my mind is filling in the blanks you never…

Where did you go? I wish you could know me And I wish I could know you much more sometimes. Willing and able to… Dm me - G

Real Love is when that person know who you are and they still want to be involved

Real Love is when you haven't heard from a person and you haven't seen a person but you pull up to their house or wherever you know where they be at to make sure you see them

Rare love is when no one only that person can change your point…

You betrayed me in a way I couldn’t even conceive. If it had been anyone other than you, I could have handled it better. You destroyed me. Why did it have to be you?

Sometimes I really think about k— myself. Just to make it stop. I would never do it I’m not that weak. But it weighs on me. Today I thought abt h— from the tree at that house. Too many people would miss me. Maybe not that many. Just my family and maybe a few people Ive met a long the way. I’ve wronged everyone I’ve…

I pretended that I couldn’t see You slipping away and looking at me differently

See it’s not that I’m mentally inept as you probably think. I just hoped in the end you’d pick me. As pathetic as that is, it’s different with a kid and though I’d seen that the fairytale may no longer be, he still had stars in his eyes…