Mark
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I miss you. I love you. But I hate how it feels now. If I pull away you pull me close. If I come close you make cutting remarks and make me feel unwanted. Some days I think you are ashamed of me that you never acknowledge our friendship to the world. That you rub in your closeness to other people in my face every single time..
I wish I could tell you about this but then I am afraid you will either dismiss it or say it true, i cant think which is worse.
So I am going to stop reaching out. Not cause I love you less but cause I feel like I am a burden to you.
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