Unsent text message to Zach

You turned out to be one of the most selfish people I have ever met. You watched me hurt for over a month and did nothing. You spent weeks telling me you'd call, saying we will talk, only to flake at least a half dozen times. You "cared" about me, until you no longer wanted something from me. I am truly confounded by…

I wanna know what you would say to me if you had last words to say to me….

It’s not…just wanna be next to you girl, but I ran from you like an idiot.

The only brag anyone will ever take away after loving you is that they survived.

I pity every woman who comes into your wretched life, whose heart is sure to be stained by agony and scarred by your cruelty, and whose body will become tainted and polluted by your filth and disease. Whose mind will become infected with…

25 years ago we exchanged promises we sang we danced and I could see heaven, today you have betrayed, disrespected and ended it all and I glare into the abyss wondering where do I go from here? Who would have believed in this day all those days and months ago that such highs can lead to such lows. I guess though you…

If I was to reach out soon by sending you a banana emoji would you respond? Would you be angry? Would you be annoyed? Would you be indifferent? Would you be happy? Would you be relieved?

If you sent me the banana emoji I would be happy because it could mean you do care and it wasn’t all a lie. If you sent it, I would…