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Yesterday you told me you don’t know if we can continue doing what we’re doing almost as if you’re scared to lose me entirely. And I think maybe when I said if I did find someone I would end this thing between us. And that I’d tell you and have a conversation with you and not just leave. But I didn’t elaborate…you’ve become in a very short time someone I truly care about. I want to know about you more than just skin deep. I want you to feel safe and secure with me about everything…anything. I want to learn about your issues so I can be the one who works you through it. Be the support you need when needed. I want to heal you and show you that feelings and more can be good. While your body is amazing and it’s such a fight for me to keep my hands off you. I know your mind and emotions are better. I do want you and really I do want you to fall in love with me because I could with you. I want all the blessings and curses that come with you. I don’t want it to stop…I truly don’t think you could lose me I wonder what you think would make you do so. So as someone has said I wish I could and wish I had said this to you yesterday in that restaurant and **** I might some drunken night soon. “Forever isn't forever so just be my baby till whenever and if **** goes sideways just be my friend till we get back together.”
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