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Can you be the one to show up this time? The one to make the journey and put everything on the line. Would you do what I already have before? I miss your presence in my life. But I also know you wouldn’t do it. I don’t know. I just want to hear it come from you. I’ve asked you questions that you’ve never given me straight answers to. You once told me you always cared about me. But I really don’t know how true that was. I’ve never been able to get a real read from you. I don’t know what’s true and what isn’t when it comes to you. What I do know is that I do miss you. I miss joking with you. But I guess neither of us really knows the other at this point in time. So much feels like a lifetime ago and I’d blocked out so much from before I’d left that house. Did you know in about a week it’ll be six years that I’ve been free of them? But only about a month since we had that very short conversation that left me with more questions than answers. I don’t even know where I’m going with this anymore. And I doubt you’re on here. But on the off chance you are please reach out. Please just give me straight answers even if you think I already know the answers.
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