Unsent text message to Logan

Hey Babe,

It’s raining and I’m drained today…

Conversely, I’m really happy with the way things are going. We’ve made massive strides in the last 48hrs, I’m still so proud of us both for making adjustments, learning and healing along the way.

Please remember to caffeinate and eat lots, looks like you may need it today…

Until you contact me, until you come back, all that bad comes back with you. Id rather die, than feel how you want me to feel In life. The nightmares, the memories, that hideous Cheshire grin, it all comes back. You created this hell for me, so stay away, far away. Far enough away your never a thought. Lay in the hole…

I appreciate that you are trying to clear matters up. I understand that the Krabby Patty Business is well respected and above board in all matters. The management team is zealous in their performance. The secret formula is in little danger. I would exhort security to continue to find and delete any paperwork that…

I haven't stopped loving you. I have just reached a point where I can't keep doing this anymore.

You hurt me so many times; you've behaved so badly. And your friends have too. And what hurts most is that you never really acknowledged it or tried to repair the damage.

I spent so long trying to understand you. Your fears…

I miss you and want you back. I want us. I miss your scent. I miss your laughter. I miss you.

Come back? Please?

A

I figured you out. The illusion is dead,

I've memorised every lie that you've fed.

You don't f****** love me, you love what I give,

The power, the praise, the illusion you live…